Today I’m having one of those days where I just feel really cranky and bitchy for no reason. I’m probably just tired. I think I just didn’t sleep well, and I ran out of my favorite coffee and had to drink the crappy back-up…yuck. And all day my damn boxer briefs have been bunching up - only on the right side though. Ugh.
I’ve also been a little frustrated with work. I like my job a lot, and I’m very grateful to be here. So don’t get me wrong. I just sometimes feel like I don’t know how what I need to do. I have projects, and I’m able to keep busy most of the time, but the projects I get to manage feel non-substancial to me. Like “Evaluate a particular software/system”. Where do I begin to do that. I sometimes wish someone would say I need a report that shows this…and I could totally do that. I dunno. My last job was so demanding and fast paced, and I was always really overwhelmed, and always had tons of stuff to work on, but it seemed like there were always clear deliverables. The goals and deliverables at this job just aren’t as straight forward. Oh well.
I was reading about that Grey’s Anatomy guy who used the gay slur is now going to go to counseling for behavioral issues. I wonder if he truly knows he’s done something wrong and wants to change, or it is just something he is doing to get out of hot water. Ya know like all those celebrities that go to rehab, and almost seem to use it as an excuse. I dunno. I feel bad saying that because I know there truly are people who need help and can benefit from rehabilitation, but you have to wonder about some people. Well Mr. Washington, go see a shrink…hope it helps.
