I don’t really have much to blog about. My life hasn’t been that exciting. I guess we did decide to go ahead and buy that lcd tv. That’s news right. It’s pretty cool, and we moved the other tv into the bedroom, which is convenient. I guess I’m going to have to learn the whole HD thing and how to get that all set up.
I’ve been thinking about whether or not I should start drinking again. I know that’s a taboo subject or whatever…like I’m falling off the wagon. And I’ll tell myself it’ll be different this time or whatever. But I’ve been analyzing the reasons I quit, and my behavior in the past, and my will power over the last year… I haven’t made any definite decisions one way or the other. I’ve just been thinking. I used to enjoy drinking. I know…a little too much. But I may not have quit for the right reasons. That sounds silly. Like does any reason have to be ‘right’ to quit drinking. Like it’s a big loss…especially health wise, but it was just a little too easy to blame all my problems on alcohol. I don’t think this is a peer pressure type of situation…I mean it’s true that it’s came to mind because I’ve been around others drinking recently. And I miss that feeling of bonding, loosened boundaries, and just making me less uptight and more inclined to have a good time that all comes with having some drinks. Jeez all that sounds stupid. I guess I have some thinking to do.
