Ugh. I thought I was a god damn adult. Do adults randomly log into their bank accounts to check their balances and see that they have $8.27? Thank chebus I didn’t decide to stop and get gas…So now I’m pretty much broke for a week. Awesome. I need to start being more responsible.
I’ve been such a hermit lately. The other day I got that feeling that I was that guy….ya know the one who’s a big ol’ hot drunken mess and embarrassing himself in front of all his friends. Probably a typical Friday night with me, right..
Work has sucked. I’m starting to just feel like no one understands me. I’m really struggling between making myself marketable and actually striving to do what I enjoy…Maybe I’m just good at tasks I don’t enjoy, and don’t realize it. (Or maybe just better than other people…..) But maybe I need a change. I’m just going to try to remind those of my real skills and interests at every given opportunity. Or do I already do that? Fuck. I’m screwed.
