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We bought a cute little Toyota truck a couple of days ago. It’s been really convenient. We no longer have to try and coordinate how we will each get to and from work.

Oh I want to say congrats to all my friends who suddenly have little babies. That’s crazy. Very cute though

I’ve been having trouble concentrating lately. Probably just because I can’t get my mind off of the house. I’m obsessed. I drive by it everyday at least twice. It sucks to own it, but not be able to live there yet…but I suppose it could be worse…some people have to wait 30 days. Damn. That would suck.

Mike made snickerdoodle cookies for me to bring in to work to celebrate the whole house buying thing. They are really good.

How much time do you think you waste in a day just staring at that damn hourglass cursor? It just mocks you.

So Seattle was good. The weather was nice and the city was really pretty with all the hills and water and what not. Lots of lesbians live there. No big deal…just something I noticed. I’ll post pictures later today hopefully. Pictures of Seattle, not the lesbians

Gian and Anthony’s house was super cute. I hope we can get our house in order before anyone wants to come visit..

We have a ton of junk but I still don’t think we’ll be able to fill up the house. There is a dining room. What the hell are we gonna use that for? Dining….ha. That’s what the couch in front of the tv is for. We have one little table that we have in our kitchen right now. That little two seater would look pretty stupid in the middle of the dining room. hehe. Maybe it’ll be the office, and we’ll just have an extra guest room. That’d be nice. I guess we’ll figure it out.

I’ve been annoyed with Mike lately… pretty unnecessarily. He’s taking it pretty well though. I just feel like I’ve been obsessed with the house, and I’m cranky that he’s not as obsessed and crazy about it as I am. Like I’ve been packing and thinking about all the stuff we’ll need, and I get all enthused about it….and he doesn’t really have any comments on anything. I think he’s just recovering from working and finals. He’ll get excited in the coming days.

I think we’ve finally got all this house loan bull shit taken care of. I was beginning to get really irritated because they were demanding so many documents in like zero time. I almost bailed on the first lender. I was ready to go with a different broker, but they told me I would have to talk to the bitch that made me feel stupid anymore, and they are cutting the rest of the closing costs, and taking care of my first year’s homeowner’s insurance. And no more paperwork or faxing proof of assets. Thank God. So I think it worked out well. Only 10 days til closing, and then 10 more for possession. Woo hoo. I can’t wait.

Okay, so I am randomly traveling the distant city of Seattle for a Business Intelligence Seminar that starts tomorrow. I was asked to attend this morning, and I was like, uh…sure.

Maybe it’ll get my mind off the house for a few days…I’ve been getting incredibly impatient. I packed all weekend. The apartment is a complete disaster. I didn’t realize we had accumulated so much stuff over the past 3 years.

I’m also frustrated because it seems like my loan company is scrambling to try and make my closing day, and it makes me nervous. It doesn’t help that they call me continually asking for info, and I’m going to be out of town for several days. Ugh. But I’ve been assured that I shouldn’t worry and everything will get taken care of. It better.

Who the hell has a rooster in a residential neighborhood? Only my neighbors. Fuckin trash…can’t wait to move.

I went to the doctor yesterday because of my nausea and he says I just have the stomach flu. It was perhaps the fastest I’ve ever been in and out of the doctor’s office. He gave me some medicine, and it helps with the nausea, but it also puts me to sleep. So it kinda defeats the purpose. I want medicine so I can work, but the medicine makes it even more difficult for me to work. Figures.

So last night I came home from work and went right to bad. Then I woke up at about 9pm, ate 2 cookies, half a banana, took another nausea pill, and crashed again. I slept like a log. I never sleep like that. Today I’m ally wonky feeling.

I’m starting to get anxious about moving into our new house. Mike thinks we should start packing already. I kinda would just like to take our time moving into the house. I don’t really want to feel rushed…so we will probably pay part or all of June rent at the apartment. We’ll see.

Well Mike and I made an offer on a house yesterday. We should get a response today from the sellers. It’s crazy. It doesn’t seem real. We’ll see what the counter-offer at.

So I was really fucking sick yesterday. Like puking sick. It was awful. I hate getting sick. Although I felt better once I got it all out. Ya know…I can’t remember the last time I puked that didn’t have anything to do with alcohol. Strange huh?

I’m home from work again today, because I pretty much didn’t eat anything yesterday, and I’m feeling pretty weak. I’ll definitely be able to go back tomorrow. Being home from work is so boring. There is nothing on daytime television, and video games just seem like too much work. Although I’m really close to beating Super Paper Mario.