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Now with paradox correcting time codes.

I posted a bunch of new links in the side bar. Some of my biggest time wasters. I like to read tons of blogs using Google Reader too. You should really check it out. It’s the most convenient way to read all the important (and not so important) stuff.

I can’t remember if I mentioned…but I’m going to be taking Sammy to obedience training classes starting in August. I wanted to take both the dogs, but I guess that just isn’t possible cause it is one dog per person. Mike has to work, but it would have been nice to take both Sammy and KC at the same time. They both need some work. I guess I’ll try to just practice with both of them at home, and I can always take KC to the next class.

I’ve been walking the dogs separately lately. But actually it seems like less work that way. The dogs are sooo distracted by each other and everything else, that it is so hard to walk them at the same time. But when walking them alone, it seems like I can keep their attention a lot better, and towards the end of the walk they are doing really good and not pulling anymore.

Look at this little surprise I came home to today. Mike adopted an adorable blue ratty friend. Mike thinks it is a boy…but I have my doubts. If it is a boy, Mike said “Pedro”….but I get to name her when he realizes it is a girl. What a cutie!

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Ugh. I thought I was a god damn adult. Do adults randomly log into their bank accounts to check their balances and see that they have $8.27? Thank chebus I didn’t decide to stop and get gas…So now I’m pretty much broke for a week. Awesome. I need to start being more responsible.

I’ve been such a hermit lately. The other day I got that feeling that I was that guy….ya know the one who’s a big ol’ hot drunken mess and embarrassing himself in front of all his friends. Probably a typical Friday night with me, right..

Work has sucked. I’m starting to just feel like no one understands me. I’m really struggling between making myself marketable and actually striving to do what I enjoy…Maybe I’m just good at tasks I don’t enjoy, and don’t realize it. (Or maybe just better than other people…..) But maybe I need a change. I’m just going to try to remind those of my real skills and interests at every given opportunity. Or do I already do that? Fuck. I’m screwed.

I just got home from giving the puppies a walk. It is so freakin hot and humid out there. And it’s not really even as bad as it has been. It’s been 90s and 90% humidity for a few days now…and today it was a little more breatheable. 80’s and 50-60% humidity. Every time I start bitching about the hot weather…I have to remind myself that it is MUCH MUCH MUCH BETTER than freezing cold snowy winter here in Ohio. Ugh. fuck that. So I’ll live through the heat…if just so I can bitch all winter long and then some.

I know I haven’t been blogging at all lately. I’m not sure what is wrong with me. That is probably why I’ve been kinda cranky lately…cause I haven’t gotten my usual release through blogging.

Work has been really busy for me. I’m still not thrilled about some of the roles I get put into for some projects. I think I’m just not cut out to be a project manager. Give me something to develop or get technical with already! I didn’t study computer science for 6 years to use Microsoft Project and fucking Excel! Come on.

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